Saturday, July 27, 2013

The Girl Next Door

She's isn't literally the girl NEXT door, but she lives close enough. =)
And I swear, if I'm sad or something, talking to her REALLY helps. And she just finds her way to talk to me perfectly even with me being emo, and soon enough, I'm back to normal. =D

This is kind of a weird post, because the two of us have functioned like this for years now, and this is nothing new. But I just want to make sure I'm appreciating it enough, you know? =)

So, yes. This person definitely makes it to my list of most loved people. :D And, my god, I love her. =')

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Unconditional? No, thanks.

We had great times together. A fraction of those times have actually been recorded in my blog. I just hope it's not over, you know? I hope that one day we can resume all the crazy stuff we'd do together, laugh like mad people, talk for hours and just be there in each other's lives. 'Cause, honestly, I miss having that friend with whom I'd end up talking about stuff even after I told myself that I wouldn't. And I miss having that version of this one friend. I miss all of it. Sometimes I think of certain happenings from the past and I get so mad. I feel as if a lot of it is unfair. Who am I kidding? I always knew that it was unfair. But sometimes a person is just worth taking the shit for. What do you do, though, when s/he seems to lose the worth? Do you just let go 'cause it was overdue anyway? Or do you try to keep holding on like you always did? What if you've always been the one going the extra distance, trying to hold on.. and now there just isn't anything to hold on to? I say, you let it go. Whatever happens will just happen.